it will rain

2010年1月20日星期三

Lesson 17 : initialization


Helpless,i wish i could go back,u be a original u , and i m a original me~but my fucking clock loud me out from here and said,



"bygone is bygone,bygone was bygone~"






ya, i know , my english was so suck , however, i write it in the fucking english...




ya, i know, there ain't no point at here ...so u better to quit tis page be4 u start to "dulan" it ...




i dun know how 2 express my feeling now, even though in chinese words....




i cant breathe ....




just like a fish away from its water ......




feel helpless ............


feel cool,(though the day was a fucking full heat day~)



watching me dying...



feel myself was useless。。。




get myself 2 sleepless.....zzZz




drawing sth and it wouldn't get pass by teacher。。。。


plucking & singing sth and it wouldn't get touch by anyone。。。 = ="




i wish i can go back....(where?)






go back as i can reach u ...



go back as i can talk 2 u like normally...



go back the amount of my account before i am study....



go back 2 regret when i was at high school....



go back 2 .....


....



.....



ya ,i know i was in going back ...






and i also know ...





i'll get awake by my fucking clock again at the next day morning .....





my brain was got a virus in a long time ago...




i need to format 2 clear all things up....




but the software of antivirus was didnt work.....







son of the witch ==








!!WARNING : Formatting will erase ALL data on ur Hardisk.
TO format the disk , click OK,TO quit, click CANCEL.......




2 条评论:

  1. dont be sad..be happy~
    i also use fucking english to reply u lo~haha~
    你知道吗?即使你的脑不记得所有事了...但是身体会记得..只要你做了一件你曾做过的事你还是会记得...so format cant clear ur memory..memory just a part of ur life..
    enjoy ur life lah~

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  2. yalo~so when everything we do ~
    we can realize ,we can feel that。。。
    the memories always around of you~
    the good memories will let u laugh and glad~
    the bad memories will give u dark and helpless~
    we cant skip them~
    unless u became a body

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